
When I was doing the Inner Smile for the first month, I had an incredible experience of feeling strong energy currents in my fore head. I believe my third eye was opening, which I would also say that I don’t know to what degree it has been opened, but it is an energy point that I am able to feel the most energy interaction with. I can pretty much summon the feeling by thought.
I would like to see what happens when I focus on my root chakra, so I am putting in some time to spinning energy in or around my perineum. So far some of my experience is that I can feel a faint feeling of energy bridging to my tail bone then go up my spine, which the feeling seems to end in my sacrum. I suppose this could suggest I need to work on my sacrum next.
In later months I’ve found it helpful to physically locate my perineum, which means touching the “hui yin point”. This helps with focus. While I am spinning the energy in and around the point I can feel the sensation spread most notably on my sacrum and even in my mouth and in my teeth.









Did you ever forget how to smile? I did! I remember going to the mall to get these pictures. This was the first time I had professional pictures done with a professional background and a professional stranger taking our pictures. I felt the pressure to look good for the camera, and I couldn’t remember how to smile. There was no mirror around for me to figure it out, so I took my thumb and index finger and traced my lips to feel if it was making that arc in the shape of a smile. What I got is what you can see in the two pictures. It is pretty funny to me how inauthentic the smile came out. Looking back on it, my smile ultimately failed because I was smiling with my mind and not my heart. Though as I got older, I learned how to fake it long before selfie sensation became a thing. Whether you are smiling from your brain or your heart, smiling is good for you. There are many studies on smiling and its positive effects on your body. Mantak Chia teaches the Taoist meditation called the Inner Smile to generate loving, healing energy in the body, focusing on the major organs and sending loving thoughts to each one.



There were some differences, most notably that there was a science to moving energy inside your body. Sadly, I could not share my new found discovery with my father. My father had passed away twelve years ago while I was in my graduate program, which I had to postpone to be with him during his passing. He had Hepatitis B, which gave him liver cancer. He stopped practicing his iron shirt for many decades, which I often wonder how he would have been if he hadn’t stopped.